Post by Xander "X" Hayes on Jan 20, 2021 22:18:12 GMT -5
Static fills the screen as a giant neon green X flashes on the screen, and the static fades away to a bar filled with people randomly spaced out enjoying their drinks and on the end of the bar sit's Teddy with a glass in front of the bear bubbling of the carbonation. A bowl of popcorn slides into view as X slides into the seat next to the bear and grabs a handful of popcorn and stuffs it into the Bears hole and giggles a bit as he mock burbs and starts to wave his hand in front of his face and makes a disgusted face and laughs a bit more as he spins in the chair. He stops and looks a bit dizzy as he smiles and snickers.
So Nick, your popped your head out from the sand as it were and came out with gun a blazing as it were.
He shakes his head and hangs it low as he looks up sheepishly.
If you were a wise man you would understand that kicking a bumble bee nest isn't as wise as one would think. But your thoughts are a bit unfounded. I mean let's go over this bit by bit shall we?
He pulls out a list from the bears neck hole and rolls it out a bit. He clears his throat and coughs a bit.
Nicky, you are a self-taught psychiatrist? But how is that possible? Do you practice somewhere? How does one get that degree?
X hears the bear as he looks at the bear and nods and looks in shock as he turns back to the screen.
So is this like a degree in the school of hard knocks? Like how most females go to school for psychology just to not even listen to the words coming out of some professor’s mouth? I would get this being a psychologist means you understand and are there to help with someone's problems? You would not judge them for what they say, you would listen to their words and get an overview of their problems. I feel like you are trying to gaslight me or would ambient abuse work better for you? See Nicky you might have been self-taught about psychology but to practice it and use it to the full advantage is key. You have no idea about me and what I have been through and you yell at me and try to make a mockery of my lifestyle because..... Reasons?
X takes the drink and takes a swig and sets it back down and gets very somber as he frowns.
Nick that hurts. I mean saying I wish to forget the 90’s. And I am a tragic train wreck? I loved the 90's the enjoyment of the birth of Techno in Detroit of all places, the music that is perfect to fill how my brain works and how fast I can bounce off ideas to ideas without even missing a beat. Maybe I am A.D.D. or A.D.H.D. I get I can move at the speed of light from moment into moment. Yes, I understand that it is hard for anyone to follow along with what I do or how I act but the thing is it's who I am, I don't make excuses for my past or my future. I enjoy every moment and I have no regrets. So do I wish I could forget the 90's? Hell no, that was one of the best times for me in the world.
X sighs as he grabs the bear and starts to hold the bear tight, he whispers to the bear and smiles as he looks up.
On to the next aspect of your failed attempt.. Drug abuse? son if you knew anything about psychology you would have seen this is not apparent from drug usage. Using drugs is a cop out in my opinion, but opinions are like ass holes, everyone has one. I do not touch the stuff; I must make music first and foremost and because of my slight problem I mentioned before doing drugs is only going to make it worse. That is like giving a schizophrenia person acid when their already seeing things that are not there or feeling things that are fake. Maybe I want to be like a Malkavian from Vampire the Masquerade, and I am just in some sort of tabletop game. Would you even consider the thought? Nick surely you should see the errors from what you assume about me? but I should continue a bit more.
X smiles as he pulls out a little plastic baggy from teddy and looks at it as he lifts it up and we see small white pills in the baggy. he shakes them a bit and snickers.
My name sake in reference to a drug of choice during the Techno revolution, one would think that since I'm a DJ that I would partake upon ecstasy, but my name is Xander.. So, it is easy to be X, Plus I'm from the X generation so there is that aspect as well. so again, using drugs is a cop out, I'm still in the semi prime of my life and you are still up and coming in the wrestling world. you have a lot to learn about the business and just saying absurd things won't cut it, and being a quote unquote psychologist you should already know that, but again I think your age is showing and this old man has now opened up school and you will get your first few lessons from me free of charge.
X is looking very much differently now, as he sets the pills on the bar and pushes them away. his thoughts are more focused, and he has an ever-slight grin on his face.
See this is what I enjoy, someone actually coming out attempting to get my attention, and Nicky you've gotten my attention for the moment, maybe for the wrong reasons but the reasons are there. See I understand so much more about what goes on in the ring, or heck even behind it, or below it, maybe above it, ahhhh I know what is going on everywhere in a ring. I am more entuned to my surroundings then you would think. I am a bit off but that was stated but when I get to apply myself, I become someone different. I get that knife edge... Oh I mean butter knife edge hahahaha.
X giggles softly and sets the bear back down and takes a drink. He thinks a bit as he nods and looks at teddy and lifts the bears small arm and high fives it.
Now let's look at the rubber ducky and Teddy Now to say Teddy is a toy is just silly. He's my manager, say it with me Man ah ger.. He is the brains to my insanity. he has his own thoughts and actions that I have to hel......
X smacks his forehead with a dull thud and shakes it.
I see what you did there. Very clever... But the duck is better than me do you know why? because he now gets a semi free ride off a government that gave no second thought for those who served this country, but just like any high schooler the duck had a choice to make and since he went into the trojan war that was his choice you cannot fault the duck in that... I mean did the duck tell you. Of course, not but I have it from a reliable source that ducky there has said some other things that you did not pick up on. He was not sabotaged he was fair in the game of war, and he lost because of his heart. And you were just silly in bringing that to the forefront of the world to see. In article Woody subsection He-Man, paragraph go-bots it states that any inanimate object can and will be used for the owners discretion, so ergo, if you want to play with him go ahead, Hell I'll even pull out my full roster of Managers.
X then starts to pat in his pockets and pulls out a paper with a black spot on it, he digs into his cargo pants and pulls out a mountain Dew bottle and sets it next to the paper and then reaches under the bar and pulls up a stuffed Penguin and sets it down and snickers a bit.
Allow myself to introduce you to my family the paper is Spot, he is my financial adviser. He has helped make me hundreds of dollars, yes, I mean two zeros. Next, we have Dewy, this is my bottle he is just a bottle with a voice heh... And finally we have Linux the penguin if you can't catch that reference your way too young hahahahaha..
He then looks around as the bar’s patrons are starting to get up and leave and pay their tabs X nods to his family and looks across the bar.
Bartender? What time is it?
An inaudible voice is heard much like the old Charlie Brown show is heard as X nods and sets a few bills on the bar top and smiles.
We are not a dying breed, If we were there wouldn't be so many federations out there, Like Leveled up, J-Rok, ECW, FTW, or whatever else is out there, there is a million of us wrestler trying to make a name for themselves just like you. I have made my name and I will hold onto my name until my dying breath. Yes, I have mocked and made fun of this place, only because I wanted to see what would happen and I was disappointed no-one had even a backbone to stand up to me, and your triviality of the words you regurgitated out gave me something to see and well I've had my fifteen second of fame here. Now if you want to bring me something of substance then come on son let us play a game, just understand I am like an onion and I have many layers, I only give you what I want you to know. This job is not going to get any smaller and I know that we are all replaceable, after we are gone the industry will continue forward, but what we leave behind will either be made of something or forgotten like the dust you clean between your ears. I will not mind stepping into the ring with you at some point and maybe James will make that happen and maybe it will not. I do enjoy our conversations, but I feel what we have here is a failure to communicate, but that is ok. don't you ever forget that son, cause when you want to step up please come on down and let’s dance.
x stands and gathers up his horde of a family and smiles as he turns and walks out the view as the screen fades to black.
So Nick, your popped your head out from the sand as it were and came out with gun a blazing as it were.
He shakes his head and hangs it low as he looks up sheepishly.
If you were a wise man you would understand that kicking a bumble bee nest isn't as wise as one would think. But your thoughts are a bit unfounded. I mean let's go over this bit by bit shall we?
He pulls out a list from the bears neck hole and rolls it out a bit. He clears his throat and coughs a bit.
Nicky, you are a self-taught psychiatrist? But how is that possible? Do you practice somewhere? How does one get that degree?
X hears the bear as he looks at the bear and nods and looks in shock as he turns back to the screen.
So is this like a degree in the school of hard knocks? Like how most females go to school for psychology just to not even listen to the words coming out of some professor’s mouth? I would get this being a psychologist means you understand and are there to help with someone's problems? You would not judge them for what they say, you would listen to their words and get an overview of their problems. I feel like you are trying to gaslight me or would ambient abuse work better for you? See Nicky you might have been self-taught about psychology but to practice it and use it to the full advantage is key. You have no idea about me and what I have been through and you yell at me and try to make a mockery of my lifestyle because..... Reasons?
X takes the drink and takes a swig and sets it back down and gets very somber as he frowns.
Nick that hurts. I mean saying I wish to forget the 90’s. And I am a tragic train wreck? I loved the 90's the enjoyment of the birth of Techno in Detroit of all places, the music that is perfect to fill how my brain works and how fast I can bounce off ideas to ideas without even missing a beat. Maybe I am A.D.D. or A.D.H.D. I get I can move at the speed of light from moment into moment. Yes, I understand that it is hard for anyone to follow along with what I do or how I act but the thing is it's who I am, I don't make excuses for my past or my future. I enjoy every moment and I have no regrets. So do I wish I could forget the 90's? Hell no, that was one of the best times for me in the world.
X sighs as he grabs the bear and starts to hold the bear tight, he whispers to the bear and smiles as he looks up.
On to the next aspect of your failed attempt.. Drug abuse? son if you knew anything about psychology you would have seen this is not apparent from drug usage. Using drugs is a cop out in my opinion, but opinions are like ass holes, everyone has one. I do not touch the stuff; I must make music first and foremost and because of my slight problem I mentioned before doing drugs is only going to make it worse. That is like giving a schizophrenia person acid when their already seeing things that are not there or feeling things that are fake. Maybe I want to be like a Malkavian from Vampire the Masquerade, and I am just in some sort of tabletop game. Would you even consider the thought? Nick surely you should see the errors from what you assume about me? but I should continue a bit more.
X smiles as he pulls out a little plastic baggy from teddy and looks at it as he lifts it up and we see small white pills in the baggy. he shakes them a bit and snickers.
My name sake in reference to a drug of choice during the Techno revolution, one would think that since I'm a DJ that I would partake upon ecstasy, but my name is Xander.. So, it is easy to be X, Plus I'm from the X generation so there is that aspect as well. so again, using drugs is a cop out, I'm still in the semi prime of my life and you are still up and coming in the wrestling world. you have a lot to learn about the business and just saying absurd things won't cut it, and being a quote unquote psychologist you should already know that, but again I think your age is showing and this old man has now opened up school and you will get your first few lessons from me free of charge.
X is looking very much differently now, as he sets the pills on the bar and pushes them away. his thoughts are more focused, and he has an ever-slight grin on his face.
See this is what I enjoy, someone actually coming out attempting to get my attention, and Nicky you've gotten my attention for the moment, maybe for the wrong reasons but the reasons are there. See I understand so much more about what goes on in the ring, or heck even behind it, or below it, maybe above it, ahhhh I know what is going on everywhere in a ring. I am more entuned to my surroundings then you would think. I am a bit off but that was stated but when I get to apply myself, I become someone different. I get that knife edge... Oh I mean butter knife edge hahahaha.
X giggles softly and sets the bear back down and takes a drink. He thinks a bit as he nods and looks at teddy and lifts the bears small arm and high fives it.
Now let's look at the rubber ducky and Teddy Now to say Teddy is a toy is just silly. He's my manager, say it with me Man ah ger.. He is the brains to my insanity. he has his own thoughts and actions that I have to hel......
X smacks his forehead with a dull thud and shakes it.
I see what you did there. Very clever... But the duck is better than me do you know why? because he now gets a semi free ride off a government that gave no second thought for those who served this country, but just like any high schooler the duck had a choice to make and since he went into the trojan war that was his choice you cannot fault the duck in that... I mean did the duck tell you. Of course, not but I have it from a reliable source that ducky there has said some other things that you did not pick up on. He was not sabotaged he was fair in the game of war, and he lost because of his heart. And you were just silly in bringing that to the forefront of the world to see. In article Woody subsection He-Man, paragraph go-bots it states that any inanimate object can and will be used for the owners discretion, so ergo, if you want to play with him go ahead, Hell I'll even pull out my full roster of Managers.
X then starts to pat in his pockets and pulls out a paper with a black spot on it, he digs into his cargo pants and pulls out a mountain Dew bottle and sets it next to the paper and then reaches under the bar and pulls up a stuffed Penguin and sets it down and snickers a bit.
Allow myself to introduce you to my family the paper is Spot, he is my financial adviser. He has helped make me hundreds of dollars, yes, I mean two zeros. Next, we have Dewy, this is my bottle he is just a bottle with a voice heh... And finally we have Linux the penguin if you can't catch that reference your way too young hahahahaha..
He then looks around as the bar’s patrons are starting to get up and leave and pay their tabs X nods to his family and looks across the bar.
Bartender? What time is it?
An inaudible voice is heard much like the old Charlie Brown show is heard as X nods and sets a few bills on the bar top and smiles.
We are not a dying breed, If we were there wouldn't be so many federations out there, Like Leveled up, J-Rok, ECW, FTW, or whatever else is out there, there is a million of us wrestler trying to make a name for themselves just like you. I have made my name and I will hold onto my name until my dying breath. Yes, I have mocked and made fun of this place, only because I wanted to see what would happen and I was disappointed no-one had even a backbone to stand up to me, and your triviality of the words you regurgitated out gave me something to see and well I've had my fifteen second of fame here. Now if you want to bring me something of substance then come on son let us play a game, just understand I am like an onion and I have many layers, I only give you what I want you to know. This job is not going to get any smaller and I know that we are all replaceable, after we are gone the industry will continue forward, but what we leave behind will either be made of something or forgotten like the dust you clean between your ears. I will not mind stepping into the ring with you at some point and maybe James will make that happen and maybe it will not. I do enjoy our conversations, but I feel what we have here is a failure to communicate, but that is ok. don't you ever forget that son, cause when you want to step up please come on down and let’s dance.
x stands and gathers up his horde of a family and smiles as he turns and walks out the view as the screen fades to black.