Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 13:14:32 GMT -5
"September 26th of last year was one of the biggest days in my life. Not because it was a birthday, an anniversary, or a birth a child. No this day lives on in my heart as the day where everything began to sprial down and out of control. That was the day I went into the doctor's office for my M.R.I and X-ray results. That man looked at me, and said that it is a miracle that I'm walking right now. This problem in your neck that you've been feeling needs to get taken care of now. If you don't you'll wind up in a wheelchair.
So the decision was easy to make. I'd rather lose about eight months of my career instead of my ability to walk. In that time span I did a lot of thinking. I swore to myself that I was done. Same old story right? I really meant it this time. A Night To Remember was supposed to be my end. Just a match with myself against another man for the thrill, the enjoyment, and the entertainment that it would bring to people. Honest to God that's how I wanted to be remembered. Not as the guy who rage quit. Not as a man who would do what he wanted.
I wanted my ending in professional wrestling to be pure. Then everything just fell apart. The woman that I vowed to love for the rest of my life left me. Just not for a man, no, but many men. Some of the guys in the back played a part but I don't blame them. She's an attractive woman, and it's so hard to say no when she's offering herself to you. I don't blame my children that she never really wanted. Megan only wanted one thing from me when she thought the amount was just right, the money. Money was the sole reason in my heart as to why she stayed with so long.
That dollar amount kept growing and growing as did her reason to stay. Once that money mark hit where she wanted it do, boom, I get hit with a set of divorce papers. She tells me to keep the kids, all she want is her child with another man and the money. I tell her fine. I don't want things to become messy. Don't want my children put through that. I got a daughter, my youngest daughter Kaylee, who wanders through the house before bed time looking for her whore of a mother. She comes crying to me at night because she can't find mommy.
No matter how many times I tell her that mommy left us she still looks. The other kids understand what she did to them, to me, and to even her own family. I think we've seen Eric's opinion on the matter. Her sister hates her. Even her own parents disowned her. So I moved. Unsure if anyone knows this but I don't live in San Diego anymore. Didn't move back to Boston either. Instead I've settled in an unlikely state. Iowa. Ames, Iowa is where I call home now. Far away from San Diego where she's at. Far away from Boston where her family lives.
I've created an island unto myself. What kind of sane person packs up and moves to a sleepy state where their main source of income comes from corn? The perfect place to being my own life anew. Just like how my career starts again. No more worrying about going home to a woman who I thought loved me more then anything else in the world. No more caring about if I need to be more careful. No more a lot of things. I welcome the whore jokes now. I'll join in on making them. Guess that'll teach me to place a ho before the bros.
My career is reborn. A new Brad Kane will stand before you. You saw what I did last night in the World Title match. Everyone thought I was there to put one over on Todd Williams. The whole week people were talking about how I was going to screw him out of the title. Joke is on you, isn't it? I know something about Lex Sense. Something no one else in this world knows. I've known for a while now too and the more I think about it, the more and more I'd get pissed off. So I did what I did to get into the middle of his match with Todd.
I wanted to be there to take it away from him. I wanted Lex to see his dreams vanish into thin air. I know everyone is dying to know the real Lex Sense but that will be told on Collision. I will tell the world why it was always Lex Sense from the moment I announced my return to this ring. So before I can get to it, I got you, Roberto Verona. One of the hottest properties in professional wrestling today. The man that too Xander to the limit and pinned him on so many occasions last night. But alas moral victories don't mean jack in our business.
Either you win or you lose. There is no middle ground someone can feel proud about. You couldn't beat Xander just as I couldn't many months ago. Granted I showed up still drunk from an all night binge but that's not a vaild excuse. I know you're disappointed in yourself for not getting the job done last night. You had him at so many points Verona, and yet he still slipped through your fingers. I know how that feels all too often. You think you have someone in grasp, and then boom they're gone before you know it.
This Sunday me and you get into that ring against one another. First time I think? I'm not too sure if we've ever locked up in the ring before. Hellva way to get thrown back into wrestling isn't it? A match against a man like you. A man who is rebelling against someone all the time even if his reasons aren't always the greatest. I was once like that. I hated the system. Wanted to bring it down in shambles so anarchy could rule. Who needs an established order when people could sustain themselves without a dictator.
Is that what you're aiming for right now against these people? What wrong have they really done since becoming an established order. This company is better then it ever has been since they forced out Fox. I think you're just jealous about that fact. I think it'll annoy you even more to know that at one for for a couple of months I was Mr. Fox's lap dog against Adam Knite. I was nothing more then a hired gun. Then I told him where to shove it after Adam helped me realize the error of my ways.
I don't know why you'd want to upset this established order of leaders. What wrong have they done? Not getting a title shot handed to you? Is it their success that you wish you could accomplish yourself instead of being stuck in a place where you have to make up evils in your own mind to rebel against? You have no point in raging against this machine. It's a war you'll never win. Believe me when I tell that when someone like Xander wants to make up his mind and end you, he will. Same thing goes with Adam Knite.
These are not the men to be messed with. Just like how this moment in time, I'm not a man to be messed with either. I know I'm putting on a calm face, trying to relax, and not let this anger building inside of me loose on the wrong person. Winning is secondary to me this week, Verona. I just want to hurt someone. I want to take my own misery right now and spread it onto the world. I did to Lex last night. I will again at a later time too.
For Sunday night? You take that place. I know you'll come at me with everything you possibly have. Maybe a long winded speech about how someone reminds you about how Nero was taking over some country. If I wanted a history lecture I'd sign up at a college for one, bro. This is the present. This is the here and now. I'm not part of anything but my own island right now Roberto, I just need you to know that this path you're walking on is a deadly one. I don't want to see anything happen to a rising star like yourself.
After all we don't need you to vanish like Jimmy Hoffa did. Then again we also don't need you taking out Kelly Knite in a parade in Dallas. Roberto Verona, see you on Sunday night.
Peace."
So the decision was easy to make. I'd rather lose about eight months of my career instead of my ability to walk. In that time span I did a lot of thinking. I swore to myself that I was done. Same old story right? I really meant it this time. A Night To Remember was supposed to be my end. Just a match with myself against another man for the thrill, the enjoyment, and the entertainment that it would bring to people. Honest to God that's how I wanted to be remembered. Not as the guy who rage quit. Not as a man who would do what he wanted.
I wanted my ending in professional wrestling to be pure. Then everything just fell apart. The woman that I vowed to love for the rest of my life left me. Just not for a man, no, but many men. Some of the guys in the back played a part but I don't blame them. She's an attractive woman, and it's so hard to say no when she's offering herself to you. I don't blame my children that she never really wanted. Megan only wanted one thing from me when she thought the amount was just right, the money. Money was the sole reason in my heart as to why she stayed with so long.
That dollar amount kept growing and growing as did her reason to stay. Once that money mark hit where she wanted it do, boom, I get hit with a set of divorce papers. She tells me to keep the kids, all she want is her child with another man and the money. I tell her fine. I don't want things to become messy. Don't want my children put through that. I got a daughter, my youngest daughter Kaylee, who wanders through the house before bed time looking for her whore of a mother. She comes crying to me at night because she can't find mommy.
No matter how many times I tell her that mommy left us she still looks. The other kids understand what she did to them, to me, and to even her own family. I think we've seen Eric's opinion on the matter. Her sister hates her. Even her own parents disowned her. So I moved. Unsure if anyone knows this but I don't live in San Diego anymore. Didn't move back to Boston either. Instead I've settled in an unlikely state. Iowa. Ames, Iowa is where I call home now. Far away from San Diego where she's at. Far away from Boston where her family lives.
I've created an island unto myself. What kind of sane person packs up and moves to a sleepy state where their main source of income comes from corn? The perfect place to being my own life anew. Just like how my career starts again. No more worrying about going home to a woman who I thought loved me more then anything else in the world. No more caring about if I need to be more careful. No more a lot of things. I welcome the whore jokes now. I'll join in on making them. Guess that'll teach me to place a ho before the bros.
My career is reborn. A new Brad Kane will stand before you. You saw what I did last night in the World Title match. Everyone thought I was there to put one over on Todd Williams. The whole week people were talking about how I was going to screw him out of the title. Joke is on you, isn't it? I know something about Lex Sense. Something no one else in this world knows. I've known for a while now too and the more I think about it, the more and more I'd get pissed off. So I did what I did to get into the middle of his match with Todd.
I wanted to be there to take it away from him. I wanted Lex to see his dreams vanish into thin air. I know everyone is dying to know the real Lex Sense but that will be told on Collision. I will tell the world why it was always Lex Sense from the moment I announced my return to this ring. So before I can get to it, I got you, Roberto Verona. One of the hottest properties in professional wrestling today. The man that too Xander to the limit and pinned him on so many occasions last night. But alas moral victories don't mean jack in our business.
Either you win or you lose. There is no middle ground someone can feel proud about. You couldn't beat Xander just as I couldn't many months ago. Granted I showed up still drunk from an all night binge but that's not a vaild excuse. I know you're disappointed in yourself for not getting the job done last night. You had him at so many points Verona, and yet he still slipped through your fingers. I know how that feels all too often. You think you have someone in grasp, and then boom they're gone before you know it.
This Sunday me and you get into that ring against one another. First time I think? I'm not too sure if we've ever locked up in the ring before. Hellva way to get thrown back into wrestling isn't it? A match against a man like you. A man who is rebelling against someone all the time even if his reasons aren't always the greatest. I was once like that. I hated the system. Wanted to bring it down in shambles so anarchy could rule. Who needs an established order when people could sustain themselves without a dictator.
Is that what you're aiming for right now against these people? What wrong have they really done since becoming an established order. This company is better then it ever has been since they forced out Fox. I think you're just jealous about that fact. I think it'll annoy you even more to know that at one for for a couple of months I was Mr. Fox's lap dog against Adam Knite. I was nothing more then a hired gun. Then I told him where to shove it after Adam helped me realize the error of my ways.
I don't know why you'd want to upset this established order of leaders. What wrong have they done? Not getting a title shot handed to you? Is it their success that you wish you could accomplish yourself instead of being stuck in a place where you have to make up evils in your own mind to rebel against? You have no point in raging against this machine. It's a war you'll never win. Believe me when I tell that when someone like Xander wants to make up his mind and end you, he will. Same thing goes with Adam Knite.
These are not the men to be messed with. Just like how this moment in time, I'm not a man to be messed with either. I know I'm putting on a calm face, trying to relax, and not let this anger building inside of me loose on the wrong person. Winning is secondary to me this week, Verona. I just want to hurt someone. I want to take my own misery right now and spread it onto the world. I did to Lex last night. I will again at a later time too.
For Sunday night? You take that place. I know you'll come at me with everything you possibly have. Maybe a long winded speech about how someone reminds you about how Nero was taking over some country. If I wanted a history lecture I'd sign up at a college for one, bro. This is the present. This is the here and now. I'm not part of anything but my own island right now Roberto, I just need you to know that this path you're walking on is a deadly one. I don't want to see anything happen to a rising star like yourself.
After all we don't need you to vanish like Jimmy Hoffa did. Then again we also don't need you taking out Kelly Knite in a parade in Dallas. Roberto Verona, see you on Sunday night.
Peace."