Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 13:15:06 GMT -5
"What I did on Sunday night felt so great. The look on Lex's face as I made him begin to scream out in pain made me feel alive again if only for a little while. The picture of his daughter with the unholy beast that filled the room had to make him more upset then anything else. The feeling he had when I cost him that match against Steve Awesome had to piss him off too. Too bad I can't say it was a total victory over him.
No. As long as he walks around this promotion it will never be a complete victory. As long as he is denying what is rightfully his I'll never be happy. See, a man should know that they should be careful unless they are completely ready to suffer the consequences of their actions. I won't go into detail over what Lex said last week about how little Natalie was concieved. Still this all seems like retribution for what I did four years ago to someone else, and even though my claims were false I still made a man feel like this.
The knowledge of knowing that someone else has had your loved one. It burns at you, eats away at you, and maybe even corrupts you to a point when nothing else matters in your life but hurting that person. To hurt them to the point where you are willing to go to jail for a crime. This is where my tale hits a bit of a snag. If I were to go around getting my revenge on everyone who took her as their own, I'd be at it a long time. In the end revenge against all of them would serve to be pointless. Nothing matters but the one man who did away with twenty years of being with her.
Right now you have to ask yourself why I cost Lex that match against a man who I have never seen eye to eye with. I loathe Steve Awesome. People have known this for quite some time now. The reason why I did what I did against Lex was simple. I wanted him to suffer last Sunday night. When he started to bleed on those pictures, on me, it was a great feeling. The feeling that I got was a release. I know that Lex will be trying to extract his revenge on me on Sunday. Any idiot could see that plain as day.
Except Todd Williams. He couldn't beat Lex on his own anways.
But Steve Awesome, my second match back in nCw after the surgery and divorce. A man who I share a very long and unfinished history with. Most of the time when I've gone into that ring in a singles match against him? I've won. Granted it has been quite sometime since I've stepped into the ring against him. In that time span he has done some amazing things in this promotion. Another World Title reign, more awards for his trophy shelf, and whatever loose rat he might've picked up that night. All of it continues to disgust me.
Though I do find it funny you've been with both Sanderson women so I'm sure Eric loves you to death. Just know that I got there first.
I know you well enough to think you're going to go ahead and brag about what you did with Megan to me. It's pointless to say anything. I know completely well what she's able to do in the bedroom. But hell, even Adam and Kelly got with Megan before you did. For your bravado, Steve, you always seem to never back up your claim of being this giant ladies man. Much like your wrestling career, you're more bark then bite.
Why were you the face of this company again? It sure wasn't for your wrestling ability. No, you're still the person you always have been. Nothing but a guy with a look that women cream in their panties for. Your looks are the only thing that have gotten you anywhere in this business. Now that Fox is gone and out of power, I find it a little ironic that you haven't gotten a title shot in the past three months. So what do you do? Work up for one?
Nah.
Instead you're trying to do whatever with Brent Sampson and drawing me into whatever spat you're having with him. I honestly don't care if you're trying to antagonize him every week and being put into a match against people who are trying to scrape and claw their way back towards something good in their life. It's almost pathetic, Steve, that you have resorted to doing something no one cares about!
When a man like me looks at someone like you, it pisses them off. I've had to bust my ass since the day I broke into this company while you got everything handed to you on a silver platter. You were the bell of the ball. Me? I was just a guy who they looked on to give them great match after great match with little thanks worked in. Those thirty five days when I held the nCw World Title were the best of my life. When I lost it, I just lost. I didn't plead, beg, and whine to the boss for another shot.
I moved on with my life. You? You just bitch until another one. Being a champion or a pretty boy defines my career. My career is defined upon stupid mistake after stupid mistake after stupid mistake. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time and fix the bridges I've broken but I'm still here regardless. I'm here and that's just bad news for you Steve. I loathe you, your lifestyle, and why people get all up in arms about defending you.
You're garbage to professional wrestling. If you retired tomorrow there would be one less egomaniac in this business. A better place would be made for people who bust their ass night after night to prove themselves. Not so they can see someone like you get handed title shots and the accolades. Since the day I met you Steve, my opinion on you has never changed. Never will either. You're just another piece of trash trying to make it in a world you have no place in.
Peace."
No. As long as he walks around this promotion it will never be a complete victory. As long as he is denying what is rightfully his I'll never be happy. See, a man should know that they should be careful unless they are completely ready to suffer the consequences of their actions. I won't go into detail over what Lex said last week about how little Natalie was concieved. Still this all seems like retribution for what I did four years ago to someone else, and even though my claims were false I still made a man feel like this.
The knowledge of knowing that someone else has had your loved one. It burns at you, eats away at you, and maybe even corrupts you to a point when nothing else matters in your life but hurting that person. To hurt them to the point where you are willing to go to jail for a crime. This is where my tale hits a bit of a snag. If I were to go around getting my revenge on everyone who took her as their own, I'd be at it a long time. In the end revenge against all of them would serve to be pointless. Nothing matters but the one man who did away with twenty years of being with her.
Right now you have to ask yourself why I cost Lex that match against a man who I have never seen eye to eye with. I loathe Steve Awesome. People have known this for quite some time now. The reason why I did what I did against Lex was simple. I wanted him to suffer last Sunday night. When he started to bleed on those pictures, on me, it was a great feeling. The feeling that I got was a release. I know that Lex will be trying to extract his revenge on me on Sunday. Any idiot could see that plain as day.
Except Todd Williams. He couldn't beat Lex on his own anways.
But Steve Awesome, my second match back in nCw after the surgery and divorce. A man who I share a very long and unfinished history with. Most of the time when I've gone into that ring in a singles match against him? I've won. Granted it has been quite sometime since I've stepped into the ring against him. In that time span he has done some amazing things in this promotion. Another World Title reign, more awards for his trophy shelf, and whatever loose rat he might've picked up that night. All of it continues to disgust me.
Though I do find it funny you've been with both Sanderson women so I'm sure Eric loves you to death. Just know that I got there first.
I know you well enough to think you're going to go ahead and brag about what you did with Megan to me. It's pointless to say anything. I know completely well what she's able to do in the bedroom. But hell, even Adam and Kelly got with Megan before you did. For your bravado, Steve, you always seem to never back up your claim of being this giant ladies man. Much like your wrestling career, you're more bark then bite.
Why were you the face of this company again? It sure wasn't for your wrestling ability. No, you're still the person you always have been. Nothing but a guy with a look that women cream in their panties for. Your looks are the only thing that have gotten you anywhere in this business. Now that Fox is gone and out of power, I find it a little ironic that you haven't gotten a title shot in the past three months. So what do you do? Work up for one?
Nah.
Instead you're trying to do whatever with Brent Sampson and drawing me into whatever spat you're having with him. I honestly don't care if you're trying to antagonize him every week and being put into a match against people who are trying to scrape and claw their way back towards something good in their life. It's almost pathetic, Steve, that you have resorted to doing something no one cares about!
When a man like me looks at someone like you, it pisses them off. I've had to bust my ass since the day I broke into this company while you got everything handed to you on a silver platter. You were the bell of the ball. Me? I was just a guy who they looked on to give them great match after great match with little thanks worked in. Those thirty five days when I held the nCw World Title were the best of my life. When I lost it, I just lost. I didn't plead, beg, and whine to the boss for another shot.
I moved on with my life. You? You just bitch until another one. Being a champion or a pretty boy defines my career. My career is defined upon stupid mistake after stupid mistake after stupid mistake. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time and fix the bridges I've broken but I'm still here regardless. I'm here and that's just bad news for you Steve. I loathe you, your lifestyle, and why people get all up in arms about defending you.
You're garbage to professional wrestling. If you retired tomorrow there would be one less egomaniac in this business. A better place would be made for people who bust their ass night after night to prove themselves. Not so they can see someone like you get handed title shots and the accolades. Since the day I met you Steve, my opinion on you has never changed. Never will either. You're just another piece of trash trying to make it in a world you have no place in.
Peace."