Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 13:23:45 GMT -5
"Yeah, yeah, yeah... I know. I'm expecting my cell phone to be filled with messages, my e-mail to have quite a few and quite a few ribs soon enough. I know I went on that thing a while back about how I couldn't do this anymore because of what I did to my brother until I got a wild feather up my rear and went and joined the Total J Cup.
Sure I might've lost my first round match but the whole fact remains that the fear of doing something like I did to Michael was all but gone. Maybe I need to rediscover the part of wrestling that is just wrestling. No blood vendettas placed into my hands like there seems to have been for so long. I mean, the whole thing about Michael was hovering my head for so long, longer then anyone ever really imagined.
Even while we were teaming in the early part of 2008 here, I always had that in the back of mind that he'd sell me down the river, just because he could. But you know what, I'm still standing. I still have my entire left hand intact...
But you know, that single match against a guy I never heard of did me more good then taking my brother out of the active wrestling scene. Because of a guy named Spooky Doom, a lucha legend, he along with a ton of arm drags, it all shook something loose in my head and it was a good thing. Wrestling doesn't need to be about vendettas and hate all the time.
Somewhere along the way the past couple of years, I've been moving from vendetta from vendetta, just looking for a reason to beat someone and then take a break because of the blood I would shed, trying to right a wrong. The past few times I've been here, its always been about me going after someone because I had an issue with them. Lance Ryan, Steve Awesome and then my own brother.
Maybe that's the reason why I've gained such a reputation here in New Championship Wrestling as a guy who comes and goes like, well, I'm sure you can make your analogy about that. But either way, I think now that I've gained a bit more clarity about a few things about my career. I mean it just wasn't here in nCw that I'd chase down these vendettas.
It was everywhere. I'd go over this guy and that guy just because I felt like they'd done something wrong to me. Sometimes all it would take is just someone looking at me the wrong way. Someone says something about my wife, my children, I'd go insane over it. I'd say that they would imply something about them just to be able to spill their blood all over that canvas.
That unquenchable bloodlust has finally been satisfied I think. Ironic that it was settled in the way it was but no matter how or why it was finally quenched, I can move on with my career and finally focus on the thing that people call wrestling once again.
Now during my small and brief retirement, I've done a few other things with my time, first and foremost doing some Mixed Martial Arts training to try to make myself a more dangerous person in the ring. Anyone who knows me knows that my greatest ally or my biggest foe is the ability to kick someone's head into the third row at ringside. I call it my puro influence.
Though, uh, I wanna say Kurt Cobain. No he's dead, sorry. Chris, Chris Cobain. I find you amusing. First of all you parade around a ring like you own something besides that championship from a federation that doesn't really mean too much in the lore and history of nCw outside of some talent finding their way here. Happened after the first time it closed and after it closed again apparently.
But you seem to be just another kid trying to be the cock of the walk. Talking about how you make pain and suffering your business each and every night of your career. How you'll make me wish I'd never been born or some other crap like that.
Here's what I plan on doing for you Chris. I'm gonna give you a quarter, direct you to a pay phone so you can call someone who will actually have enough time on their hands to pay attention to your pointless blabbering. Or I'd direct you to a website called Wikipedia so you can actually, you know, learn something before you open that mouth of yours.
Now why would I have a girlfriend of the same last name? Last time I check, not into that whole incest thing. Perhaps you mean wife, right? That's what you probably meant or you were trying to be clever and you fell right flat onto your face. Normally I'd give you points for trying but not this time. Mostly due to the fact that I've heard all this crap before.
Everything about you appears to be a carbon copy of what people imagine the stereotypical "bad guy" to be. You run down fans, run down the company and run down the other talent. Bravo Chris, bravo. Congratulate yourself on doing something that millions have done and will do. Seriously, this is what I'm up against?
I honestly can't believe this. This guy comes in and acts like he owns something because he holds the XHF Chaotic Title and feels like he needs three whores to beat his meat on a nightly basis. Newsflash kid, look at the history of that company you just came from. Look up a name called Reckless Jack there. Yeah, that's me. Look at that history and then tell me what's up.
You wanna talk about hurt and suffering, kid, you've never even heard of the words before. I'd apologize for what I plan on doing to you on Trauma but you're so cheap and generic that I'm afraid I'd be lying if I said I was sorry.
So Chris Cobain, look up a few facts, call me in the morning and lets see if you keep running that over sized mouth of yours."
Sure I might've lost my first round match but the whole fact remains that the fear of doing something like I did to Michael was all but gone. Maybe I need to rediscover the part of wrestling that is just wrestling. No blood vendettas placed into my hands like there seems to have been for so long. I mean, the whole thing about Michael was hovering my head for so long, longer then anyone ever really imagined.
Even while we were teaming in the early part of 2008 here, I always had that in the back of mind that he'd sell me down the river, just because he could. But you know what, I'm still standing. I still have my entire left hand intact...
But you know, that single match against a guy I never heard of did me more good then taking my brother out of the active wrestling scene. Because of a guy named Spooky Doom, a lucha legend, he along with a ton of arm drags, it all shook something loose in my head and it was a good thing. Wrestling doesn't need to be about vendettas and hate all the time.
Somewhere along the way the past couple of years, I've been moving from vendetta from vendetta, just looking for a reason to beat someone and then take a break because of the blood I would shed, trying to right a wrong. The past few times I've been here, its always been about me going after someone because I had an issue with them. Lance Ryan, Steve Awesome and then my own brother.
Maybe that's the reason why I've gained such a reputation here in New Championship Wrestling as a guy who comes and goes like, well, I'm sure you can make your analogy about that. But either way, I think now that I've gained a bit more clarity about a few things about my career. I mean it just wasn't here in nCw that I'd chase down these vendettas.
It was everywhere. I'd go over this guy and that guy just because I felt like they'd done something wrong to me. Sometimes all it would take is just someone looking at me the wrong way. Someone says something about my wife, my children, I'd go insane over it. I'd say that they would imply something about them just to be able to spill their blood all over that canvas.
That unquenchable bloodlust has finally been satisfied I think. Ironic that it was settled in the way it was but no matter how or why it was finally quenched, I can move on with my career and finally focus on the thing that people call wrestling once again.
Now during my small and brief retirement, I've done a few other things with my time, first and foremost doing some Mixed Martial Arts training to try to make myself a more dangerous person in the ring. Anyone who knows me knows that my greatest ally or my biggest foe is the ability to kick someone's head into the third row at ringside. I call it my puro influence.
Though, uh, I wanna say Kurt Cobain. No he's dead, sorry. Chris, Chris Cobain. I find you amusing. First of all you parade around a ring like you own something besides that championship from a federation that doesn't really mean too much in the lore and history of nCw outside of some talent finding their way here. Happened after the first time it closed and after it closed again apparently.
But you seem to be just another kid trying to be the cock of the walk. Talking about how you make pain and suffering your business each and every night of your career. How you'll make me wish I'd never been born or some other crap like that.
Here's what I plan on doing for you Chris. I'm gonna give you a quarter, direct you to a pay phone so you can call someone who will actually have enough time on their hands to pay attention to your pointless blabbering. Or I'd direct you to a website called Wikipedia so you can actually, you know, learn something before you open that mouth of yours.
Now why would I have a girlfriend of the same last name? Last time I check, not into that whole incest thing. Perhaps you mean wife, right? That's what you probably meant or you were trying to be clever and you fell right flat onto your face. Normally I'd give you points for trying but not this time. Mostly due to the fact that I've heard all this crap before.
Everything about you appears to be a carbon copy of what people imagine the stereotypical "bad guy" to be. You run down fans, run down the company and run down the other talent. Bravo Chris, bravo. Congratulate yourself on doing something that millions have done and will do. Seriously, this is what I'm up against?
I honestly can't believe this. This guy comes in and acts like he owns something because he holds the XHF Chaotic Title and feels like he needs three whores to beat his meat on a nightly basis. Newsflash kid, look at the history of that company you just came from. Look up a name called Reckless Jack there. Yeah, that's me. Look at that history and then tell me what's up.
You wanna talk about hurt and suffering, kid, you've never even heard of the words before. I'd apologize for what I plan on doing to you on Trauma but you're so cheap and generic that I'm afraid I'd be lying if I said I was sorry.
So Chris Cobain, look up a few facts, call me in the morning and lets see if you keep running that over sized mouth of yours."