Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 13:47:50 GMT -5
Recently, I've been doing a ton of thinking. I've thought about this and I've thought about that and I found out that when I sit down, I still don't have the answer that I need. Why do some people get things that they don't deserve. I know I've gone over this but this person just doesn't need the things in life that make him happy. When you look at this person, they're the epitome of everything. They think they're the best thing since bread was invented.
I simply don't understand this concept of letting people get things in life that they don't deserve. I see these people, these drug dealers getting tons of money, even more then what some of these main event players in New Championship Wrestling make and they get to buy the best cars, the greatest TVs and so on. Where in the logic in that? Then you see these people who strike it big in the lotto. Some of the deserve it because they'd been struggling through life, working their way towards something they deserved but it burns me to see someone who already has everything, who has that three car garage get something they don't need.
There is a difference between want and need. There is a difference between the deserving and undeserving. Its like me going out into that ring and busting my ass to earn the respect. I don't deserve anyone to say "Hey Brad, you're awesome out there when you wrestle." I don't deserve it because quite frankly, I'm been a flake in this company. I'm always coming and going, mostly going because I can't keep my own crap straight. So now when someone says that I deserve the respect of my peers, I'm forced to shake my head in disagreement and it's just not being humble.
It's about recognizing when you gotta set things straight in life. That you gotta know when to keep going to earn their respect through months and years of hard work, earning their trust back instead of someone just saying that you need that respect because you might deserve it through another promotion, what you did there. It doesn't mean anything what I've done in that promotion or that promotion, all that matters is what I've done in this promotion.
I earned their respect last year by starting back up at Mind Games. I started the road to respect here in this company at this time last year. Then I went on to have match of the year at the next pay per view. So it's fitting that this time around, I'm on the opening preshow for this grand card. I don't mind being on the outside looking in because in the end, it's still a chance for my to ply my trade in front of the world, to earn that respect that I once had.
Its ironic though that in this preshow match, its being called an X-Division Battle. The very thing that I made my name in this promotion is coming back to me, the X-Division. I ripped through that tournament last year to claim that title as mine. It's a shame that it seems everyone has forgotten that at one time, I was considered the creator of the X-Division in this company. I had the first Assault X match in this promotion against Christian Kane and we made it so grand, so great that people wanted it to be the best match of the year. How many wrestlers can say that?
So while the X-Division has had all it's Cage Death matches or what have you, it looks to finally be getting back to what matters, wrestling. That's the signature of this division gentlemen, that's what were supposed to be about. The rest of the show has it's glitz and it's glamor with the guys fighting it out with interference and all the tools to make something legendary in the entertainment aspect. But us, we're supposed to go out there, bust our ass to give the "smart" fans what they want to see. That's wrestling!
Jimmy Zane, Nelly Angel and Ricky Johnson, the three men I have to battle it out against to show what the X-Division is all about. When I look at this group, I see four guys, not a single one the same wrestler. We all have our own style of wrestling that makes us who we are. That's what makes the X-Division so great is that varied style and I'm almost certain that on Wired, people will get the X-Division the respect it deserves.
I simply don't understand this concept of letting people get things in life that they don't deserve. I see these people, these drug dealers getting tons of money, even more then what some of these main event players in New Championship Wrestling make and they get to buy the best cars, the greatest TVs and so on. Where in the logic in that? Then you see these people who strike it big in the lotto. Some of the deserve it because they'd been struggling through life, working their way towards something they deserved but it burns me to see someone who already has everything, who has that three car garage get something they don't need.
There is a difference between want and need. There is a difference between the deserving and undeserving. Its like me going out into that ring and busting my ass to earn the respect. I don't deserve anyone to say "Hey Brad, you're awesome out there when you wrestle." I don't deserve it because quite frankly, I'm been a flake in this company. I'm always coming and going, mostly going because I can't keep my own crap straight. So now when someone says that I deserve the respect of my peers, I'm forced to shake my head in disagreement and it's just not being humble.
It's about recognizing when you gotta set things straight in life. That you gotta know when to keep going to earn their respect through months and years of hard work, earning their trust back instead of someone just saying that you need that respect because you might deserve it through another promotion, what you did there. It doesn't mean anything what I've done in that promotion or that promotion, all that matters is what I've done in this promotion.
I earned their respect last year by starting back up at Mind Games. I started the road to respect here in this company at this time last year. Then I went on to have match of the year at the next pay per view. So it's fitting that this time around, I'm on the opening preshow for this grand card. I don't mind being on the outside looking in because in the end, it's still a chance for my to ply my trade in front of the world, to earn that respect that I once had.
Its ironic though that in this preshow match, its being called an X-Division Battle. The very thing that I made my name in this promotion is coming back to me, the X-Division. I ripped through that tournament last year to claim that title as mine. It's a shame that it seems everyone has forgotten that at one time, I was considered the creator of the X-Division in this company. I had the first Assault X match in this promotion against Christian Kane and we made it so grand, so great that people wanted it to be the best match of the year. How many wrestlers can say that?
So while the X-Division has had all it's Cage Death matches or what have you, it looks to finally be getting back to what matters, wrestling. That's the signature of this division gentlemen, that's what were supposed to be about. The rest of the show has it's glitz and it's glamor with the guys fighting it out with interference and all the tools to make something legendary in the entertainment aspect. But us, we're supposed to go out there, bust our ass to give the "smart" fans what they want to see. That's wrestling!
Jimmy Zane, Nelly Angel and Ricky Johnson, the three men I have to battle it out against to show what the X-Division is all about. When I look at this group, I see four guys, not a single one the same wrestler. We all have our own style of wrestling that makes us who we are. That's what makes the X-Division so great is that varied style and I'm almost certain that on Wired, people will get the X-Division the respect it deserves.