Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 14:04:16 GMT -5
"Last night I was sitting in my chair in the bedroom and I got to thinking about a great many things. I began to think about how I got to this point here in New Championship Wrestling. I was in the first main event nearly three years ago. Sure my stays have came and went but the fact remains that I've kinda been here since the start. The wars I've waged against Lance Ryan, Steve Awesome and even my own brother have brought me to this point and time. All the years spent fighting against the people and myself have finally led to this.
The past three years since I nearly broke my neck have, I think, all led to this weekend. The pain, the misery, the suffering and the sorrow that's filled my life since that time. But there's also been the happy, fun times that have made my life worth living again. Since I joined this promotion, it's been a roller coaster. Up and down, levels out, goes down before it goes back up and then descends again. Describes in my professional and personal life. You've all seen my best of times and my worst of times.
I suppose that's why I could never bring myself to leave this place for good. There's too much of my attached to it because despite what I say about this promotion, about it's wrestler's and the management, it's an extension of my family. There are some people I consider to be like a brother. I consider some of you to be that second cousin that I want to slap in the face repeatedly because you keep asking me for money. But that's a family. That's what this place is.
I think, though, there is someone who values family as much as I do in this place finally. That man is you, Adam Knite. You're probably the only person in this promotion that I could probably talk to about the value of family and you'd know what I was getting at. You took care of your little sister as Mike and I took care of ours. You helped mold your sister into a World Champion, just as I have. You love your wife more then anything else in this world, just as I do.
You're the only one, Adam, that can understand my pain. My misery about the loss of my daughter Sasha. I know that you probably feel as if little Ryleigh is dead because you're not able to view your own child as you see fit. To you, it's just death because you can't stand living your life without seeing Kelly's smile when you wake up in the morning. You aren't able to hear your baby girl's cries in the middle of the night for whatever the reason may be.
To people like us, that's death. That's not how life should be. I feel for you Adam, I really do. I couldn't imagine what I would do if I were in your position. I'd probably be getting fired for taking back my wife and walking out on the promotion. I'd kill my career to save my family. I think that's where our values differ. You'd rather keep wrestling and try to fight the system that's taken your life away from you while I'd stop wrestling to get my life back.
That's what makes us different. It's part of our genetic make up and I appriecate your comments, I really do. I thank you for thinking that it should just be Angel and myself. However, this mess could've been avoided if you had just simply handed Kelly over at some point and play possum for a while before striking to get her back. Almost a rope a dope if you will. That would've worked perfectly but instead you've messed this up for me Adam.
As much as I like to think that you're quickly becoming a friend of mine, you really did a number on this one. Your ego has helped create this situation. If you had just gave in, all of this would've possibly avoided but nope, now I have to contend with you and the Face of the Franchise. If I get screwed out of the World Title on Sunday night, all my blame is going on your shoulders Adam. If I lose, even if it's at your hand, I'm blaming you for putting me into this situation in the first place.
Just think if you had just laid down when we fought for the contendership so it could've been a triple threat. I would've gave you the first shot if I had won it for your sacrifice. Do you remember when I was trying to kill Spike? I gave up a title shot just so I could get my hands on him. I gave away a shot at a title just so I could end my torment instead of dragging that situation to where it didn't need to be. Your ego has created this world we're in right now Adam.
I just don't know how else to put it. Our sisters are friends so I wouldn't want anything to jepordize that but we both have our own wars to fight. I didn't want anything to do with yours but you've brought it to me. You know I hate Steve Awesome just as much as the next man. But this was about my battle with redemption. My great battle is being fought within to see if I can still get it done. People always gave me crap for having Megan being my manager.
How easy it'd be for someone to take advantage of that fact. It never happened. Your wife sat at a table and you're in this place. I don't know if that's irony or what but I just find it odd. That your wife was the victim. That mine's left alone. Maybe it's the fact that they know that Megan is my life blood and they know what happens when someone messes with it. Maybe it's the fact that I've threatened people with murder for touching her.
But Adam, on Sunday night. You keep your war out of my way. Keep your crap off of my plate and I won't have a problem with you. You bring it to me and it'll be on bud. I ain't afraid of hurting a friend if it means I get what I need to feel like I'm still one of the best in this business. But I think we already knew that in the back of our minds.
My obsession is greater then yours.
Peace."
The past three years since I nearly broke my neck have, I think, all led to this weekend. The pain, the misery, the suffering and the sorrow that's filled my life since that time. But there's also been the happy, fun times that have made my life worth living again. Since I joined this promotion, it's been a roller coaster. Up and down, levels out, goes down before it goes back up and then descends again. Describes in my professional and personal life. You've all seen my best of times and my worst of times.
I suppose that's why I could never bring myself to leave this place for good. There's too much of my attached to it because despite what I say about this promotion, about it's wrestler's and the management, it's an extension of my family. There are some people I consider to be like a brother. I consider some of you to be that second cousin that I want to slap in the face repeatedly because you keep asking me for money. But that's a family. That's what this place is.
I think, though, there is someone who values family as much as I do in this place finally. That man is you, Adam Knite. You're probably the only person in this promotion that I could probably talk to about the value of family and you'd know what I was getting at. You took care of your little sister as Mike and I took care of ours. You helped mold your sister into a World Champion, just as I have. You love your wife more then anything else in this world, just as I do.
You're the only one, Adam, that can understand my pain. My misery about the loss of my daughter Sasha. I know that you probably feel as if little Ryleigh is dead because you're not able to view your own child as you see fit. To you, it's just death because you can't stand living your life without seeing Kelly's smile when you wake up in the morning. You aren't able to hear your baby girl's cries in the middle of the night for whatever the reason may be.
To people like us, that's death. That's not how life should be. I feel for you Adam, I really do. I couldn't imagine what I would do if I were in your position. I'd probably be getting fired for taking back my wife and walking out on the promotion. I'd kill my career to save my family. I think that's where our values differ. You'd rather keep wrestling and try to fight the system that's taken your life away from you while I'd stop wrestling to get my life back.
That's what makes us different. It's part of our genetic make up and I appriecate your comments, I really do. I thank you for thinking that it should just be Angel and myself. However, this mess could've been avoided if you had just simply handed Kelly over at some point and play possum for a while before striking to get her back. Almost a rope a dope if you will. That would've worked perfectly but instead you've messed this up for me Adam.
As much as I like to think that you're quickly becoming a friend of mine, you really did a number on this one. Your ego has helped create this situation. If you had just gave in, all of this would've possibly avoided but nope, now I have to contend with you and the Face of the Franchise. If I get screwed out of the World Title on Sunday night, all my blame is going on your shoulders Adam. If I lose, even if it's at your hand, I'm blaming you for putting me into this situation in the first place.
Just think if you had just laid down when we fought for the contendership so it could've been a triple threat. I would've gave you the first shot if I had won it for your sacrifice. Do you remember when I was trying to kill Spike? I gave up a title shot just so I could get my hands on him. I gave away a shot at a title just so I could end my torment instead of dragging that situation to where it didn't need to be. Your ego has created this world we're in right now Adam.
I just don't know how else to put it. Our sisters are friends so I wouldn't want anything to jepordize that but we both have our own wars to fight. I didn't want anything to do with yours but you've brought it to me. You know I hate Steve Awesome just as much as the next man. But this was about my battle with redemption. My great battle is being fought within to see if I can still get it done. People always gave me crap for having Megan being my manager.
How easy it'd be for someone to take advantage of that fact. It never happened. Your wife sat at a table and you're in this place. I don't know if that's irony or what but I just find it odd. That your wife was the victim. That mine's left alone. Maybe it's the fact that they know that Megan is my life blood and they know what happens when someone messes with it. Maybe it's the fact that I've threatened people with murder for touching her.
But Adam, on Sunday night. You keep your war out of my way. Keep your crap off of my plate and I won't have a problem with you. You bring it to me and it'll be on bud. I ain't afraid of hurting a friend if it means I get what I need to feel like I'm still one of the best in this business. But I think we already knew that in the back of our minds.
My obsession is greater then yours.
Peace."