Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2021 14:08:35 GMT -5
"Been doing some thinking the past couple of days. Since the last time I let something out that everyone seems to be talking about in some manner. I am apathetic towards this business, what it's become the past few months. It's not about who you are anymore, it's just about who you know. I think that's been proven time and time again lately. Look at the main event, it's finally changing and instead of giving Burns and DDK the light they deserve, this issue that doesn't even matter gets pushed to the fore front.
Show of hands, who really cares about the Warfare match?
I thought so. Like I've been saying, if we win, we lose. If they win, we still lose. This isn't a situation worth fighting for. How can we, as a collective group of people, make such a stand against a boss and his infinite wealth. I mean any of us can sell out at any given moment and jump to the other side. Fox has a great amount of month that would make any man take notice and think of these benefits.
Tell me you wouldn't take the bribe if it was laid out in front of you. I don't need the money so I could careless if Fox offered me money to turn on the Revolution in a couple of nights. Nah, I'm not in this for them, for nCw or for anyone. I just wanna go into that ring, get pinned and go home to rest up. Do you know why I want this night to be over with? Because the man people want me to be burned up in a damn box a few weeks ago.
You still can't get over him yet, can you? It's like you want this side of me. You want this side of Brad Kane that you know will end up making him kill himself in the end of things. You want this business to take another soul before they make it to forty. I can't allow that to happen. So you can say I'm apathetic all you want to about this match. It's just due to the fact that people want me to be someone I'm not. This company wants me to be someone I'm not. They can back up the ratings bull all they want to when I act a certain manner.
Get it through your heads. I am a shallow, shell of who I was a few years ago. And you know what, I still won your World Title by beating three of your best! What does that say about this company and the way it's headed when a shell of a man, as Charlie Velez put it, won the World Title? Wouldn't that make you feel the least bit apathetic towards this business? And don't you dare lie either because you wouldn't care either.
So by listening to these people for the last couple of months telling me how I don't have it anymore, how much I suck, how much I care about my family or whatever in the hell else you people talk about, all you're doing is making nCw look bad in the end. And isn't that not the objective in the end? Aren't we all supposed to make this place be proud and prideful because they employ us?
Nah, keep calling your peers washed up when they carried the flag for this company. Keep on making fun of people like me who busted their ass for this company when they wanted to because they knew they could.
But in the end, I'm just a washed up shell of a wrestler. I couldn't possibly beat Steve Awesome. I couldn't beat Charlie Velez. I'd never be able to make Ron Gibson tap out and I certainly couldn't beat the almighty Joe Everyman. Nope, I certainly couldn't do any of those things at all. I'm just a washed up has been. That's all I am and I've come to terms with my labels.
Funny thing about my label, though, is that it can get washed off. How do you wash off being a product of the boss' back pocket? How do you wash off being a choke artist when things mattered the most? How do you wash off being the crappier half of a tag team? How do you wash off being considered an all around failure?
You know what, guys, your labels can be washed off too. I'm not a shell of a man. I'm not apathetic like I claim to be. I'm just being what you want me to be. Tell me to be a winner and I'll be a winner. Tell me to be a loser and I'll be a loser.
On Sunday night, Front Office, I don't plan on being a loser. I plan on being a winner. I plan on making all of you shut the hell up about who Brad Kane is.
Peace."
Show of hands, who really cares about the Warfare match?
I thought so. Like I've been saying, if we win, we lose. If they win, we still lose. This isn't a situation worth fighting for. How can we, as a collective group of people, make such a stand against a boss and his infinite wealth. I mean any of us can sell out at any given moment and jump to the other side. Fox has a great amount of month that would make any man take notice and think of these benefits.
Tell me you wouldn't take the bribe if it was laid out in front of you. I don't need the money so I could careless if Fox offered me money to turn on the Revolution in a couple of nights. Nah, I'm not in this for them, for nCw or for anyone. I just wanna go into that ring, get pinned and go home to rest up. Do you know why I want this night to be over with? Because the man people want me to be burned up in a damn box a few weeks ago.
You still can't get over him yet, can you? It's like you want this side of me. You want this side of Brad Kane that you know will end up making him kill himself in the end of things. You want this business to take another soul before they make it to forty. I can't allow that to happen. So you can say I'm apathetic all you want to about this match. It's just due to the fact that people want me to be someone I'm not. This company wants me to be someone I'm not. They can back up the ratings bull all they want to when I act a certain manner.
Get it through your heads. I am a shallow, shell of who I was a few years ago. And you know what, I still won your World Title by beating three of your best! What does that say about this company and the way it's headed when a shell of a man, as Charlie Velez put it, won the World Title? Wouldn't that make you feel the least bit apathetic towards this business? And don't you dare lie either because you wouldn't care either.
So by listening to these people for the last couple of months telling me how I don't have it anymore, how much I suck, how much I care about my family or whatever in the hell else you people talk about, all you're doing is making nCw look bad in the end. And isn't that not the objective in the end? Aren't we all supposed to make this place be proud and prideful because they employ us?
Nah, keep calling your peers washed up when they carried the flag for this company. Keep on making fun of people like me who busted their ass for this company when they wanted to because they knew they could.
But in the end, I'm just a washed up shell of a wrestler. I couldn't possibly beat Steve Awesome. I couldn't beat Charlie Velez. I'd never be able to make Ron Gibson tap out and I certainly couldn't beat the almighty Joe Everyman. Nope, I certainly couldn't do any of those things at all. I'm just a washed up has been. That's all I am and I've come to terms with my labels.
Funny thing about my label, though, is that it can get washed off. How do you wash off being a product of the boss' back pocket? How do you wash off being a choke artist when things mattered the most? How do you wash off being the crappier half of a tag team? How do you wash off being considered an all around failure?
You know what, guys, your labels can be washed off too. I'm not a shell of a man. I'm not apathetic like I claim to be. I'm just being what you want me to be. Tell me to be a winner and I'll be a winner. Tell me to be a loser and I'll be a loser.
On Sunday night, Front Office, I don't plan on being a loser. I plan on being a winner. I plan on making all of you shut the hell up about who Brad Kane is.
Peace."