Slight Delay for Cruiserfest - Please read
Sept 19, 2021 20:33:26 GMT -5
Mongo the Destroyer, Curtis D. Kanyon, and 6 more like this
Post by Dave D-Flipz on Sept 19, 2021 20:33:26 GMT -5
Hey everyone,
SO look. I know I promised the show tonight. ANd I know I am usually the reliable one. But lately I've been having issues with ... I dunno executive dysfunction I guess it's called? Not diagnosed but ... Look I'm having issues starting things I want to do. I'm easily overwhelmed and distracted.
So I never actually got started on the show Thursday. I worked on EOD shit and read up on shit and did wedding planning.
Last night it turned out to be a bigger project than I gave credit to. I have everything up except the match. And put simply I will not pass this to anyone else, this show was my baby, my idea and I wanna see it through. I have spots lined up and a plan and I want to write it. But that won't happen tonight.
I went to CT to see my mom for her birthday today. No problems there. I was driving since we just got a car I can drive and Hannah does all the driving and rightfully wanted a relaxing trip. On the way BACK to MA, I had a diabetic episode. Apparently I had too much sugar. My diabetes is well controlled and my sugar hasn't been high in months. (well high for me). But on the highway I began to get fatigued and nearly fell asleep and drove off the highway. Thankfully I had alerted Hannah my arms were sore and at the next rest stop I wanted to switch. I almost drove off the highway and barely got things safe. I nearly killed my fiance and my dogs and myself because I couldn't hold back on eating cake and cookies. SO ...I'm a little shook.
To top it off I come home to find a facebook message telling me something big happened on the board. So now I'm in a doomspiral mode and am in no shape to write. I try to be an ear and an actionable person here and help all of you out. But in that same vain, I am not the type to doubt myself or ask for help for what seems trivial. My health is my first priority, I have a wedding to plan and the shit going down on the highway and on here has me in a VERY pessimistic mindset and I don't want to be there. And work is going to be hell tomorrow.
SO here's the TLDR: I'm having a bad mental health night as a result of what could have been a fatal mistake on my part. I will endeavor to get the show done after work tomorrow and Tuesday or before work Wed. The Show IS GOING TO HAPPEN. The judging is done, the preshow surprises are all in, the show post is basically done and needs the match inserted. The delay is entirely on me, and I apologize, and I hope you understand. We made sure to get EOD up so you could begin RPing with the full RP window. Card 2 will be up before the end of the night for the Oct 10 show so tag teams can get at it as well. Cruiserfest will go up as soon as it's done. I appreciate your patience and I apologize. I hate disappointing you all but well ... RLCF
-DFlipz
SO look. I know I promised the show tonight. ANd I know I am usually the reliable one. But lately I've been having issues with ... I dunno executive dysfunction I guess it's called? Not diagnosed but ... Look I'm having issues starting things I want to do. I'm easily overwhelmed and distracted.
So I never actually got started on the show Thursday. I worked on EOD shit and read up on shit and did wedding planning.
Last night it turned out to be a bigger project than I gave credit to. I have everything up except the match. And put simply I will not pass this to anyone else, this show was my baby, my idea and I wanna see it through. I have spots lined up and a plan and I want to write it. But that won't happen tonight.
I went to CT to see my mom for her birthday today. No problems there. I was driving since we just got a car I can drive and Hannah does all the driving and rightfully wanted a relaxing trip. On the way BACK to MA, I had a diabetic episode. Apparently I had too much sugar. My diabetes is well controlled and my sugar hasn't been high in months. (well high for me). But on the highway I began to get fatigued and nearly fell asleep and drove off the highway. Thankfully I had alerted Hannah my arms were sore and at the next rest stop I wanted to switch. I almost drove off the highway and barely got things safe. I nearly killed my fiance and my dogs and myself because I couldn't hold back on eating cake and cookies. SO ...I'm a little shook.
To top it off I come home to find a facebook message telling me something big happened on the board. So now I'm in a doomspiral mode and am in no shape to write. I try to be an ear and an actionable person here and help all of you out. But in that same vain, I am not the type to doubt myself or ask for help for what seems trivial. My health is my first priority, I have a wedding to plan and the shit going down on the highway and on here has me in a VERY pessimistic mindset and I don't want to be there. And work is going to be hell tomorrow.
SO here's the TLDR: I'm having a bad mental health night as a result of what could have been a fatal mistake on my part. I will endeavor to get the show done after work tomorrow and Tuesday or before work Wed. The Show IS GOING TO HAPPEN. The judging is done, the preshow surprises are all in, the show post is basically done and needs the match inserted. The delay is entirely on me, and I apologize, and I hope you understand. We made sure to get EOD up so you could begin RPing with the full RP window. Card 2 will be up before the end of the night for the Oct 10 show so tag teams can get at it as well. Cruiserfest will go up as soon as it's done. I appreciate your patience and I apologize. I hate disappointing you all but well ... RLCF
-DFlipz