Post by Ariana Sears on Oct 10, 2021 22:00:49 GMT -5
I’m sitting in the center of my hotel room in just a pair of black boy shorts and a pink t-shirt. I’m holding a guitar with a notebook on my side. My hair is tied back in a pony tail. Strumming the guitar I start to sing softly.
I’m the devil sitting beside you,
I’m the devil in your ear.
I’m the devil looking at you,
I’m the devil that knows your fear.
Just a girl that wants you in every way,
The girl who flirts and teases you all day,
One who wishes to cuddle close to the chest,
Your seduction waiting to put body to the test.
I stopped writing as I calmed my voice and set the guitar aside, writing down the notes. I take a moment taking a breath.
“A lot of people have been wondering what has happened to Ariana? Where did she end up after her home seemed bare? Well the answer is I still haven’t found a new agent to cover my contracts, accounts, and booking. So I’ve had a lot of free time settling into renting rooms and living in hotels. That is fine by me, but this is where I stand now well sit right now. I’m teaming up with people tonight in an 8 person clash and I have to be honest I could completely care less. You see I will continue to fight beside Jester but he doesn’t take a hint, he doesn’t seem to realize, or maybe he’s just to daft in the head to understand. But as a teammate I’ll tolerate it for now. See I realized I’m a more planned chaos and he is a disheveled one hence our team name. Now moving on from the mess that is Jester let us focus on the fact of the teammates have I looked at whom they are? Nah! All I know it is a match with others against the black hand. I honestly don’t care.”
Ariana moves forward a little focusing her phone a little which is being live recorded for Instagram.
“Now onto other matters, I Ariana Sears is looking for an agent. I’ve stated this before because I need to press my future further and get things settled. I also want a man I can walk beside to the ring as their manager or escort it does not matter how you view it whether it seems sexist or not. The statement I rely on now is those interested parties reaching out to me, those interested parties that want this beauty beside them. Some men don’t see what is around them all the time and I honestly feel the need to be accepted by those wanting my company instead of it being all business. Social constructs are not just for the normative they are also for those who have a mind different from their own. So I repeat those that have any interest you are more than welcome to contact me. The Chaotic Princess awaits.”
Grabbing my guitar I grab it holding it close to my chest as I play a few chords before stopping.
“So each and every day we watch these winds of change sweep through the company with everyone trying to make a statement. I sit on a precipice as one of the females in this company able to make a difference and that alone gives me a strength I don’t think I can find elsewhere. I’m a multi layered person so no matter which way this whole situation goes with my matches I will always fight. I so badly want to act out or destroy something but when life has real needs and things happening you have to kind of push into self survival mode. I wish everyone luck this week cause I honestly don’t care who you are that is the truth. I just need to unleash this animosity built up on someone.”
With that I continue playing my guitar for everyone watching and going back to writing in the notebook.
I’m the devil sitting beside you,
I’m the devil in your ear.
I’m the devil looking at you,
I’m the devil that knows your fear.
Just a girl that wants you in every way,
The girl who flirts and teases you all day,
One who wishes to cuddle close to the chest,
Your seduction waiting to put body to the test.
I stopped writing as I calmed my voice and set the guitar aside, writing down the notes. I take a moment taking a breath.
“A lot of people have been wondering what has happened to Ariana? Where did she end up after her home seemed bare? Well the answer is I still haven’t found a new agent to cover my contracts, accounts, and booking. So I’ve had a lot of free time settling into renting rooms and living in hotels. That is fine by me, but this is where I stand now well sit right now. I’m teaming up with people tonight in an 8 person clash and I have to be honest I could completely care less. You see I will continue to fight beside Jester but he doesn’t take a hint, he doesn’t seem to realize, or maybe he’s just to daft in the head to understand. But as a teammate I’ll tolerate it for now. See I realized I’m a more planned chaos and he is a disheveled one hence our team name. Now moving on from the mess that is Jester let us focus on the fact of the teammates have I looked at whom they are? Nah! All I know it is a match with others against the black hand. I honestly don’t care.”
Ariana moves forward a little focusing her phone a little which is being live recorded for Instagram.
“Now onto other matters, I Ariana Sears is looking for an agent. I’ve stated this before because I need to press my future further and get things settled. I also want a man I can walk beside to the ring as their manager or escort it does not matter how you view it whether it seems sexist or not. The statement I rely on now is those interested parties reaching out to me, those interested parties that want this beauty beside them. Some men don’t see what is around them all the time and I honestly feel the need to be accepted by those wanting my company instead of it being all business. Social constructs are not just for the normative they are also for those who have a mind different from their own. So I repeat those that have any interest you are more than welcome to contact me. The Chaotic Princess awaits.”
Grabbing my guitar I grab it holding it close to my chest as I play a few chords before stopping.
“So each and every day we watch these winds of change sweep through the company with everyone trying to make a statement. I sit on a precipice as one of the females in this company able to make a difference and that alone gives me a strength I don’t think I can find elsewhere. I’m a multi layered person so no matter which way this whole situation goes with my matches I will always fight. I so badly want to act out or destroy something but when life has real needs and things happening you have to kind of push into self survival mode. I wish everyone luck this week cause I honestly don’t care who you are that is the truth. I just need to unleash this animosity built up on someone.”
With that I continue playing my guitar for everyone watching and going back to writing in the notebook.