Sanity Of A Psycho (Mnt. Fuji Horror Show Production)
Mar 25, 2018 19:30:32 GMT -5
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Post by Kira Izumi on Mar 25, 2018 19:30:32 GMT -5
Some will probably call me a monster,some a psycho.Others may even say i'm
something not human but, before you judge me be prepared for my story.
This is the story of me. Tonko Hitogoroshi and this is the true sanity of this psycho.
I was born from my precious mother, Ai Hitogoroshi and my bastard father Akudo Hitogoroshi.
A fitting name for someone so awful. My existence came about in 1990/10/31.
I lived in the small town of Shinhidaka,Hokkaido,Japan.We're very isolated
i'd say.No one really comes around and no one cares either.Now about dad,
he worked at the docks,Drank till he was shit faced and took out his anger on
mom and me.
Now mom,she always showed me love,care and was the only one who cared for my
existence. At school those bastards would mock us,gossip about our family!
I had to wear long sleeved shirts just to hide bruises.Mother told me to not get
in trouble or do no wrong.I listened to her.When the kids at school didn't pick
on us the old women would gossip.if that didn't happen father would curse at us
and beat us with his kendo stick.
How much i tried to protect her!How much i hated the world for laughing,
for conspiring against us.Against me!On one of the few days we didn't get
father's "love" as he called it everything was going well.But he got angry for
something, for some reason he started yelling.Saying i was an embarrassment to
the izumi name.Saying his coworkers sons were better.
Mother took offense and started yelling at him.He had a knife and i should've
known this wasn't good.Should've Known!For fucks sake if i was faster,stronger.
Just in the right spot she would've been saved!You dare say that about your son!?
"Damn right he's pathetic!"
"Pathetic?He's our precious boy!"
"Ha!Look at him!Go on look he's nothing but skin and bones!"Akudo exclaimed."
Shitty grades and can't even add write!"He continued.
"He's the biggest idiot in Shinhidaka!"
"SHUT UP!Don't you dare say anything about Tonko!"
"You BITCH!You dare say such to me?!?"He proceeded by slapping her repeatedly.
the slaps turned to punches and eventually as i tried to stop him, it happened!
He clenched the knife from his pocket and did it!Oh,God!He stabbed her.
In and out in and out and in and out and in and out again!
"Okasan!"Tonko Screamed in horror.
"No,NOOOOO!!O-Ookasan!!" He continued to scream repeatedly as tears ran through
the young Tonko’s eyes.As he ran over to her side and clenched his dying mother
in his tiny arms.
"Tonko my boy,Come closer."
"What is it mother?"
"Kira,my poor kira.Please don't take this out on your father.He loves you so."
"Your poor mother is going to rest now.Be a good boy for Akudo now."
"No,NO! MAMA! you can't leave me yet.It'll be ok! we'll get you to the doctors!
J-Just hold on,PLEASE MAMA! DON'T DIE!!D-Do-o-o-o-on-n-nt.DIE!!!!"
Tonko cradled his mother,Ai on his arms till her last breath.I weeped silently
before turning to Fathers shock at what he's done.
Father Started to scream and than yell "I didn't mean it,NO! Not my dear Ai!"He ran to his room and scavenged around for something.Before i knew it father said something gently.
"Forgive my sins!"as he was crying with a gun in his hand.He put the gun in his
mouth and pulled the trigger.Brains and blood splattered everywhere.
Before i knew it i was alone. Nothing at all.Not a DAMN THING! I awoke in a neighbor's house and they showed me sympathy. They told me what the police found at our home and told me i was the only one to live. I cursed them and ran away. I ran till i couldn’t run any more, until i got to the mountains. I don’t know how long i stayed there thinking, reliving that night. Months,maybe years even. Time meant nothing during that time though, i spent every night, having nightmares of their deaths. I occasionally wandered into town for food and stuff you know? One night i saw there bodies tossed out on the streets like trash! I took them with me and buried them myself. That’s the least i could do for her. I’d sleep with them now. We’d be a family again. A happy family once again! I’d remembered the good times with mama. The bad times. I’d just think about our life. Months i probably went a bit crazy in that solitude, that loneliness, but in than one night i was awoken. By her! She really came!
“Mama?” I said.
“Is that you mama?”
“Yes… Tonko it me AI.”
“Mama! Oh how i’ve missed you so! Why did you leave oh please tell me why?!”
“I never left Tonko it just took you till now to realize it.”
“Mama why are you back? Tell me please?!”
“I’m here to guide you Tonko. You must make them pay!”
“Who mama who?”
“The people in this godforsaken village! The people of Shinhidaka! Make them all pay for disrespecting us! For dishonoring our name! You must make the bastards pay Tonko! Kill each and every last one of them for your dear old mama, Oh won’t you please?”
“But why? They didn’t do a-anthything.”
“Kill them for mama Tonko. For me please?!”
“For mama?”
“Yes for mama.”
“For mama, yes they will die for mama! But how would you like them to suffer mama?”
“Oh, the most unbearable and painful way!”
“Stap them?”
“Stap them!”
“Cut them?”
“Cut them!”
“Make them suffer?”
“Most of all make them suffer!”
“Yes..Y-Yes mama! Whatever y-you s-s-s-say mama!”
After that glorious night mama returned to me. She came back! Can you believe that? She came back to me! I began my mission to bring her happiness, anything for mama. She was the only one who understood me and loved me; For that i’d die for her, kill for her! I started small with the homeless, no one would care or miss them anyway right? I was cleaning the streets and making mama happy at once! I made it quick for them. So i learned how sharpen my senses and my skills of the blade with my katana i stole from a blacksmith. He almost called the cops before i stopped him. At first you know i was scared. Scared i’d of gotten got by the cops or others, but after a month i became stone cold and began to actually enjoy it. Can you believe that? Got a sense of purpose for killing them, You know i’m not bragging really i’m just proud of my work now. After i cleaned the streets of filth she told me what to do next.
“Tonko kill the children now.”
“The children mama?”
“Yes, The children Tonko! Don’t let them suffer in this world any longer!”
“Yes,mother.”
I snuck into the children's ward of the local hospital late one night when no one was around. I found all the children that were on their death beds any way. I creeped in and with one hand covered their mouths while with the other i ended their suffering. I tried to make as quick and painless as i could, but i fucked up sometimes. They awoke with tears in their eyes right before they died. After i could handle the sickly and dying children i went around town. Hid in bushes and trees to kill the rest of them. Mother seemed pleased with me very much tonight i thought. I soon killed all of the babies and children along with the no good bastards who dirties our streets. After three months of hard work I, Tonko Hitogoroshi have done this. My mission is halfway over and now it’s onto the others.
I awoke to mother last night and she told me this:
“Tonko you’re almost done and what a good boy you’ve been.”
“Thank you mama.”
“Now, Tonko you make sure to finish off our neighbors and you’re filthy classmates off last.”
“Yes,Mama.”
After that she told me to kill all of the men and make them suffer the most pain of them all. I found every male in town as mother instructed and made them suffer. My favorite was the mayor! How he screamed and begged so much, it was hilarious! I broke every bone in his body, than proceeded with skinning him alive. After that i had hung out on the flag pole for all to see “あなたが次のだ” written on a sign around his neck. The screams from the remaining towns folk brought me a sense of, what am i the word i’m looking for?
“Accomplishment”
“Oh yes, accomplishment! Thank you mama!”
Now after that mother told me to kill the women, but i couldn’t bare to see their faces. So i did what any sensible person would do. I knocked them out, tied them up, put bags over their heads and then i gave each of them an honorable death. Yes, all of them were killed the best way possible. A few nights after i heard the last remaining people in the forest. Mama began to talk to me again too!
“Tonko you must kill the rest of them. Kill them all, Now go!”
“Yes, mama.”
After that i began to pick off the rest of Shinhidaka. Starting with Taberu Buta. The fat ass bastards who stole my lunch money and took my Obento. Now for sweet revenge i searched far and wide till i found him. I began to walk towards Buta. He began to back away from me like i was some kind of animal, some sorta psycho. Ha! You should've seen it. He pissed himself and slipped! I couldn't help but burst out laughing as my new prey began to run away. I didn't even have to run from the pig, he was so fat.
“Tonko why?”
“Shut up!”
“No,no! Don’t kill me please don’t!”
“Too late, Buta~Chan!”
He then begged some more, but he only made it more satisfying. Yes, much more. I cut his legs off; Than i ripped his balls and penis off and shoved them down his throat. I cut his hands off and shoved them down as well.
“Go on eat piggy.”
“Noo! Pweash!”
I than tied a rope around his neck and hung him on a nearby tree. He choked to death. I moved onto my next prey, Baishunpu Otame. She was the only other women who stole my heart, But she just took advantage of me! That, that bitch! That fucking whore! She manipulated and used me, but now it’s my turn. Now for mama’s honor she will pay. I found her by the coast line and began waving towards her. She didn’t notice till i came up close.
“Why are you here?”
“Why, you ask? Well it’s simple. For vengeance on this accursed town!”
“Now Otame it’s your turn!”
“No! Please no! Not like this!”
“I-I’ll do anything, just let me go!”
“Too late for that now!”
I stabbed her in the knee and tied her up with my belt. After that i threw her in the ocean and sat back laughing as she drowned and choked from the water. I went to my home to rest for the day and to clean my blade. There were only five more people left, and i set up booby traps just in case any tried to escape the city. The next day i searched and searched but found out only one more person remained. The rest killed themselves or were punctured by the traps.
“Tonko, it’s almost time! Now just one more left before we can reunite again.”
“Yes, mama. I’ll make you proud don’t worry!”
I moved along and found my last prey, the biggest and worst of them all. Aho-Sensai. He was in the fetal position in the corner of our classroom.
“What’s wrong?”
“Red! R-Red! Everywhere. Blood, e-everywhere!”
“No worries, it’ll all be over soon.”
“What do you mean?”
“Wait, aren’t you t-tonko?”
“They don’t call you Aho-Sensai for nothing do you they? The name really does fit you, you know?”
“Now, Aho-Sensai would you like to live?”
“Yes,yes! Please let me live! I don’t wanna die!”
“What’s one thousand minus seven?”
“W-what? One thousand minus seven?”
“You heard me right.”
“Why the hell do you want to know?”
“Answer the damn question!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. He backed further into the corner.
“O-One thousand minus seven is… Nine hundred and ninety two.”
“Wrong answer.”
“I meant nine hundred and ninety three!”
“Nope, your first answer was the one that counts.”
“Please! Please don’t! Please don’t kill me! L-Look i’ll help you, i’ll just go away forever! I just don’t want t-to die!”
“You know your name really does fit you after all.”
Those were the last words i said to him as i swung my blade across his neck. The city grew quiet after that. Nothing at all really but animals and me. I did it. I really did it! All twenty six thousand five hundred and one people have been laid to rest. I headed back to my old home and went to sleep. I was awoken by her voice after what felt like a few hours though.
“Tonko, Tonko wake up!”
“Yes mama, what is it?”
“You gotta join me now Tonko.”
“Join you mama? But how can i do that?”
“You must reach the gates. You have to come meet me at the gates Tonko. You gotta hurry though before they close up forever.”
“M-mama i understand. I-I understand now, But how can get to the those gates?”
“With the katana,now hurry!”
“Yes,mama.”
It was still dark out when i made the preparations. I grabbed my katana by the candle light and unsheathed it, seeing it’s cool metal. Blade raised above my head i pierced my abdomen; my life flashed before my eyes. Father, mother, everyone! I realized my anger; my blind rage and despise towards him drove me to these thoughts. My inner demons drove me to these actions. Oh god what have i done? GOD! What have i done?! I-I killed them all! Sorry… please forgive me mama! What have i done? Sorry! SORY! sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrys-s-s-s-soR-r-ryyy! Tonko calm down. Calm down; yeah, calm down Tonko. You're losing blood. Don’t worry, you still got enough in you to do one more thing. T-the notebook! Yes the notebook!
He wrote. He wrote in those last few pages with his blood as ink and his fingers as a makeshift pen.
“For those of you who may find this book, i hope you all know why i d-did it all… iiii hope that you, weather Japanese or whatever please know that i know what i did was wrong. I was fueled by hate and steered by demons. I didn’t want anyone hurt. I tried to help end their suffering. I don’t have much time left so i’ll cut to the chase. There is a tape i recorded during these past twelve months. Listen to them take care of them and this book. Remember i maybe hated, but that’s ok ‘cause finally, Finally someone other than mama will of noticed me. Thank you for finally noticing me. My name is Tonko Hitogoroshi. This is how what many will call a-a-a psycho lost his sanity, but that’s ok. That’s ok because now i can finally be with mama one… last… time…”
something not human but, before you judge me be prepared for my story.
This is the story of me. Tonko Hitogoroshi and this is the true sanity of this psycho.
I was born from my precious mother, Ai Hitogoroshi and my bastard father Akudo Hitogoroshi.
A fitting name for someone so awful. My existence came about in 1990/10/31.
I lived in the small town of Shinhidaka,Hokkaido,Japan.We're very isolated
i'd say.No one really comes around and no one cares either.Now about dad,
he worked at the docks,Drank till he was shit faced and took out his anger on
mom and me.
Now mom,she always showed me love,care and was the only one who cared for my
existence. At school those bastards would mock us,gossip about our family!
I had to wear long sleeved shirts just to hide bruises.Mother told me to not get
in trouble or do no wrong.I listened to her.When the kids at school didn't pick
on us the old women would gossip.if that didn't happen father would curse at us
and beat us with his kendo stick.
How much i tried to protect her!How much i hated the world for laughing,
for conspiring against us.Against me!On one of the few days we didn't get
father's "love" as he called it everything was going well.But he got angry for
something, for some reason he started yelling.Saying i was an embarrassment to
the izumi name.Saying his coworkers sons were better.
Mother took offense and started yelling at him.He had a knife and i should've
known this wasn't good.Should've Known!For fucks sake if i was faster,stronger.
Just in the right spot she would've been saved!You dare say that about your son!?
"Damn right he's pathetic!"
"Pathetic?He's our precious boy!"
"Ha!Look at him!Go on look he's nothing but skin and bones!"Akudo exclaimed."
Shitty grades and can't even add write!"He continued.
"He's the biggest idiot in Shinhidaka!"
"SHUT UP!Don't you dare say anything about Tonko!"
"You BITCH!You dare say such to me?!?"He proceeded by slapping her repeatedly.
the slaps turned to punches and eventually as i tried to stop him, it happened!
He clenched the knife from his pocket and did it!Oh,God!He stabbed her.
In and out in and out and in and out and in and out again!
"Okasan!"Tonko Screamed in horror.
"No,NOOOOO!!O-Ookasan!!" He continued to scream repeatedly as tears ran through
the young Tonko’s eyes.As he ran over to her side and clenched his dying mother
in his tiny arms.
"Tonko my boy,Come closer."
"What is it mother?"
"Kira,my poor kira.Please don't take this out on your father.He loves you so."
"Your poor mother is going to rest now.Be a good boy for Akudo now."
"No,NO! MAMA! you can't leave me yet.It'll be ok! we'll get you to the doctors!
J-Just hold on,PLEASE MAMA! DON'T DIE!!D-Do-o-o-o-on-n-nt.DIE!!!!"
Tonko cradled his mother,Ai on his arms till her last breath.I weeped silently
before turning to Fathers shock at what he's done.
Father Started to scream and than yell "I didn't mean it,NO! Not my dear Ai!"He ran to his room and scavenged around for something.Before i knew it father said something gently.
"Forgive my sins!"as he was crying with a gun in his hand.He put the gun in his
mouth and pulled the trigger.Brains and blood splattered everywhere.
Before i knew it i was alone. Nothing at all.Not a DAMN THING! I awoke in a neighbor's house and they showed me sympathy. They told me what the police found at our home and told me i was the only one to live. I cursed them and ran away. I ran till i couldn’t run any more, until i got to the mountains. I don’t know how long i stayed there thinking, reliving that night. Months,maybe years even. Time meant nothing during that time though, i spent every night, having nightmares of their deaths. I occasionally wandered into town for food and stuff you know? One night i saw there bodies tossed out on the streets like trash! I took them with me and buried them myself. That’s the least i could do for her. I’d sleep with them now. We’d be a family again. A happy family once again! I’d remembered the good times with mama. The bad times. I’d just think about our life. Months i probably went a bit crazy in that solitude, that loneliness, but in than one night i was awoken. By her! She really came!
“Mama?” I said.
“Is that you mama?”
“Yes… Tonko it me AI.”
“Mama! Oh how i’ve missed you so! Why did you leave oh please tell me why?!”
“I never left Tonko it just took you till now to realize it.”
“Mama why are you back? Tell me please?!”
“I’m here to guide you Tonko. You must make them pay!”
“Who mama who?”
“The people in this godforsaken village! The people of Shinhidaka! Make them all pay for disrespecting us! For dishonoring our name! You must make the bastards pay Tonko! Kill each and every last one of them for your dear old mama, Oh won’t you please?”
“But why? They didn’t do a-anthything.”
“Kill them for mama Tonko. For me please?!”
“For mama?”
“Yes for mama.”
“For mama, yes they will die for mama! But how would you like them to suffer mama?”
“Oh, the most unbearable and painful way!”
“Stap them?”
“Stap them!”
“Cut them?”
“Cut them!”
“Make them suffer?”
“Most of all make them suffer!”
“Yes..Y-Yes mama! Whatever y-you s-s-s-say mama!”
After that glorious night mama returned to me. She came back! Can you believe that? She came back to me! I began my mission to bring her happiness, anything for mama. She was the only one who understood me and loved me; For that i’d die for her, kill for her! I started small with the homeless, no one would care or miss them anyway right? I was cleaning the streets and making mama happy at once! I made it quick for them. So i learned how sharpen my senses and my skills of the blade with my katana i stole from a blacksmith. He almost called the cops before i stopped him. At first you know i was scared. Scared i’d of gotten got by the cops or others, but after a month i became stone cold and began to actually enjoy it. Can you believe that? Got a sense of purpose for killing them, You know i’m not bragging really i’m just proud of my work now. After i cleaned the streets of filth she told me what to do next.
“Tonko kill the children now.”
“The children mama?”
“Yes, The children Tonko! Don’t let them suffer in this world any longer!”
“Yes,mother.”
I snuck into the children's ward of the local hospital late one night when no one was around. I found all the children that were on their death beds any way. I creeped in and with one hand covered their mouths while with the other i ended their suffering. I tried to make as quick and painless as i could, but i fucked up sometimes. They awoke with tears in their eyes right before they died. After i could handle the sickly and dying children i went around town. Hid in bushes and trees to kill the rest of them. Mother seemed pleased with me very much tonight i thought. I soon killed all of the babies and children along with the no good bastards who dirties our streets. After three months of hard work I, Tonko Hitogoroshi have done this. My mission is halfway over and now it’s onto the others.
I awoke to mother last night and she told me this:
“Tonko you’re almost done and what a good boy you’ve been.”
“Thank you mama.”
“Now, Tonko you make sure to finish off our neighbors and you’re filthy classmates off last.”
“Yes,Mama.”
After that she told me to kill all of the men and make them suffer the most pain of them all. I found every male in town as mother instructed and made them suffer. My favorite was the mayor! How he screamed and begged so much, it was hilarious! I broke every bone in his body, than proceeded with skinning him alive. After that i had hung out on the flag pole for all to see “あなたが次のだ” written on a sign around his neck. The screams from the remaining towns folk brought me a sense of, what am i the word i’m looking for?
“Accomplishment”
“Oh yes, accomplishment! Thank you mama!”
Now after that mother told me to kill the women, but i couldn’t bare to see their faces. So i did what any sensible person would do. I knocked them out, tied them up, put bags over their heads and then i gave each of them an honorable death. Yes, all of them were killed the best way possible. A few nights after i heard the last remaining people in the forest. Mama began to talk to me again too!
“Tonko you must kill the rest of them. Kill them all, Now go!”
“Yes, mama.”
After that i began to pick off the rest of Shinhidaka. Starting with Taberu Buta. The fat ass bastards who stole my lunch money and took my Obento. Now for sweet revenge i searched far and wide till i found him. I began to walk towards Buta. He began to back away from me like i was some kind of animal, some sorta psycho. Ha! You should've seen it. He pissed himself and slipped! I couldn't help but burst out laughing as my new prey began to run away. I didn't even have to run from the pig, he was so fat.
“Tonko why?”
“Shut up!”
“No,no! Don’t kill me please don’t!”
“Too late, Buta~Chan!”
He then begged some more, but he only made it more satisfying. Yes, much more. I cut his legs off; Than i ripped his balls and penis off and shoved them down his throat. I cut his hands off and shoved them down as well.
“Go on eat piggy.”
“Noo! Pweash!”
I than tied a rope around his neck and hung him on a nearby tree. He choked to death. I moved onto my next prey, Baishunpu Otame. She was the only other women who stole my heart, But she just took advantage of me! That, that bitch! That fucking whore! She manipulated and used me, but now it’s my turn. Now for mama’s honor she will pay. I found her by the coast line and began waving towards her. She didn’t notice till i came up close.
“Why are you here?”
“Why, you ask? Well it’s simple. For vengeance on this accursed town!”
“Now Otame it’s your turn!”
“No! Please no! Not like this!”
“I-I’ll do anything, just let me go!”
“Too late for that now!”
I stabbed her in the knee and tied her up with my belt. After that i threw her in the ocean and sat back laughing as she drowned and choked from the water. I went to my home to rest for the day and to clean my blade. There were only five more people left, and i set up booby traps just in case any tried to escape the city. The next day i searched and searched but found out only one more person remained. The rest killed themselves or were punctured by the traps.
“Tonko, it’s almost time! Now just one more left before we can reunite again.”
“Yes, mama. I’ll make you proud don’t worry!”
I moved along and found my last prey, the biggest and worst of them all. Aho-Sensai. He was in the fetal position in the corner of our classroom.
“What’s wrong?”
“Red! R-Red! Everywhere. Blood, e-everywhere!”
“No worries, it’ll all be over soon.”
“What do you mean?”
“Wait, aren’t you t-tonko?”
“They don’t call you Aho-Sensai for nothing do you they? The name really does fit you, you know?”
“Now, Aho-Sensai would you like to live?”
“Yes,yes! Please let me live! I don’t wanna die!”
“What’s one thousand minus seven?”
“W-what? One thousand minus seven?”
“You heard me right.”
“Why the hell do you want to know?”
“Answer the damn question!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. He backed further into the corner.
“O-One thousand minus seven is… Nine hundred and ninety two.”
“Wrong answer.”
“I meant nine hundred and ninety three!”
“Nope, your first answer was the one that counts.”
“Please! Please don’t! Please don’t kill me! L-Look i’ll help you, i’ll just go away forever! I just don’t want t-to die!”
“You know your name really does fit you after all.”
Those were the last words i said to him as i swung my blade across his neck. The city grew quiet after that. Nothing at all really but animals and me. I did it. I really did it! All twenty six thousand five hundred and one people have been laid to rest. I headed back to my old home and went to sleep. I was awoken by her voice after what felt like a few hours though.
“Tonko, Tonko wake up!”
“Yes mama, what is it?”
“You gotta join me now Tonko.”
“Join you mama? But how can i do that?”
“You must reach the gates. You have to come meet me at the gates Tonko. You gotta hurry though before they close up forever.”
“M-mama i understand. I-I understand now, But how can get to the those gates?”
“With the katana,now hurry!”
“Yes,mama.”
It was still dark out when i made the preparations. I grabbed my katana by the candle light and unsheathed it, seeing it’s cool metal. Blade raised above my head i pierced my abdomen; my life flashed before my eyes. Father, mother, everyone! I realized my anger; my blind rage and despise towards him drove me to these thoughts. My inner demons drove me to these actions. Oh god what have i done? GOD! What have i done?! I-I killed them all! Sorry… please forgive me mama! What have i done? Sorry! SORY! sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrys-s-s-s-soR-r-ryyy! Tonko calm down. Calm down; yeah, calm down Tonko. You're losing blood. Don’t worry, you still got enough in you to do one more thing. T-the notebook! Yes the notebook!
He wrote. He wrote in those last few pages with his blood as ink and his fingers as a makeshift pen.
“For those of you who may find this book, i hope you all know why i d-did it all… iiii hope that you, weather Japanese or whatever please know that i know what i did was wrong. I was fueled by hate and steered by demons. I didn’t want anyone hurt. I tried to help end their suffering. I don’t have much time left so i’ll cut to the chase. There is a tape i recorded during these past twelve months. Listen to them take care of them and this book. Remember i maybe hated, but that’s ok ‘cause finally, Finally someone other than mama will of noticed me. Thank you for finally noticing me. My name is Tonko Hitogoroshi. This is how what many will call a-a-a psycho lost his sanity, but that’s ok. That’s ok because now i can finally be with mama one… last… time…”
